تبا للمستحيل -If You Love Me

If You Love Me

Should I have not loved you?
If only I had known we'd hurt like this.
Why out of all the loves in the world,
why must our love be so hard?

Should I have not wanted you?
Because my greed hurts you.
All you'd have to do is forget me. That's all.
In place of a last greeting, I say just the words "thank you"

I'll let you go, like you wanted.
I'll live on smiling, as if I'm happy.
So that you can live like that, so that you
can forget for just a day,
if it's for you then I'll try.

The sin of loving you is so large.
No matter how many times I throw it away, it won't erase.
I try to resent the heavens that led us to meet.
Saying that they knew it'd be like this so why'd they send you to me.

I'll let you go, like you wanted.
I'll live on smiling, as if I'm happy.
So that you can live like that, so that you
can forget for just a day,
if it's for you..
When I saw you leaving, I couldn't say anything.
It just seems like I might become a burden.
Because I lack so much for your happiness.